Not Your "IDEAL" girl

I'm everything you dont want in your "ideal" girl
But everything you will need in this corrupted world..

You see? I may be far from the "perfect" wifey you dreamt about having,

Everyday you will discover a new DISLIKE of your perference, yet still hold on to me; times passing

And everyday while you're contemplating; drifting on the unaffirmitive things?

I'm falling harder than I should; waiting for this episode to get interesting....

I see you pointing out the negatives, they bruise a bit...

I hear you complain bout my actions and decisions, they scorch a bit..

How ironic is it ? That when you push me away?

All I ever wanna do is ....stay? 

While you're there sitting in confusion, I'm here in a bliss of assertion?

You see, I find it easy to give in to you; as if I've got nothing to lose?..

With no caution of  heartache or sorrow and be left with a bruise?

I've seen many signs of relationship failure...

But continue to believe that there's still room for the better..

Could love be blind in this situation; like Eve's track?

or could love be bruised from it's past, hesitating to accept such facts..

facts that I can assure you, these scars are possible to mend?

the towels ready to be thrown in; yet giving up i mustn't; it's not what I intend,

for I see no direction to eternity...but a detour into unsustanity...
Yet there's hope deep down inside of me,
 

cause my faith in "us"; is as small as a mustard seed,

if that much faith can move a mountain from here to there?

it should be able to move a wounded soul in need of care..

or a bruised up heart awaiting to spare...

I'm not your "ideal" girl,
 but I pray I could change things with this faith I have instored.
I just need you to accept me for who I am and be ready to explore,
Promise not to bite, nore to disappoint you once more,
but to show you I'm not the girl from your past, but your future Mi Amour;
Yeah, I'm not your ideal girl;
 but I'm a million times better than the last slutty whore; (LOL!)
that bruised you to the muthafuckin' core,
I'm now left with pieces to glue together;
but hold on to me tight; for I'll show you what I can do better,
just put your trust in me and I promise not to fail;
but open your eyes to a new life; just like them books of a fairytale ..
auuu muli! haha; k dat is all :) LMAO