Are the feelings mutual?

Are the feelings mutual?
Where I can't stand to go a day, without texting or talking to you?
Are the feelings mutual?
Where I can't believe to have such fond feelings for a person I never laid eyes upon?
Do you feel it too?
Are the feelings mutual?
Where the littlest compliments you say could trigger a switch that turns my grey skies blue,
Sleepless nights over the phone for hours into the early crisp of morning dew,
Conversations flowing like the never ending river that leads to ecstasy;
Leaving me breathless with a heart warming feeling questioning, is this all really true?
Are you feeling this too?
Where a little bad mouth towards me generates a pain I never knew?
Can you feel that too?
Are the feelings mutual?
Where I never hear a word from you all day, wondering what to do?
To manage these withdrawals of your existence till that routine'd call comes through?
Are these feelings mutual?
When I check my phone to see a text or call from you,
Butterflies dance in my tummy like the never ending story being read to a tune?
Have you felt that too?
Where every cartilage in my entire body jumps with excitement at the site of you,
Yearning for you the feel of your skin against mine all night through?
Are these feelings mutual?

I sit here contemplating about the first day we met,
bickering, and arguments; leaving each other upset,
never have i thought it would come to this,
a jacked up friendship, blossomed into BFF's ,
now, you mean more to me, than just a friend to diss, (LOL!)
a million times more than from the day you mentioned about your ex, (haha)
The care that I have for you has gone off the walls,
just a note of you not feeling well had me on wearisome calls;
worried to pieces wishing I could be there;
in any possible way; to help you to get better,
Are these feelings mutual?
Do you feel that too?
or shall turn around and make a u turn and come back at noon?
Our friendship; it means more to me than you'll ever know,
Layin' me out on a bed filled with dreams and hopes of whats to follow;
Not a chance would I dare to ruin what we already have,
but this I must confess; before it gets out of hand,
I'm falling and hoping to get caught before I hit rock bottom,
If the arms of the one to catch me are absent? like a bad call of Texas holdem?
All in with no back up; shattered to pieces when a lost is discovered;
At least I know to stand; and search for another table; recovered ;
for life is full of little surprises and never shall I expect a thing or two from it,
but to learn and to move forward as this was yet another facet.
Do you feel that too?
Are the feelings mutual?
I will never know; for I never had the chance to shine his shoe! 

LMAO!