off top what's on ma mind ... aight here goes . . . .
Never ending trials; these tribulations they haunt me;
The Devil, he wins me over, constantly;
Strength to pull through; temptations to fight daily;
A great emancipation awaits me;
or the choice to being slave, obtains me;
or the choice to being slave, obtains me;
Slowly, I feel my heart weakening;
Struct by that beastly energy;
I fall into the streams of loathesome authority;
The guilt, the anguish, they begin to arise
sudden feelings of sorrow; I begin to subside;
Why is temptation so hard to decline?
Why am I sitting here in subliminal failure, denied?
Knowing what's best for me, I still seek the unright;
Stupidity & selfishness; no longer to hide.
Time flies, still, I lie in the mist of dark shadows;
As life makes a U-turn, I no longer wish for this battle;
An abundant weight weakens me; i slowly begin to crumble;
A cycle revealed before me, my heart wishes to never stumble;
Pleading for my guilt, forgiveness I ask Thee, without fumble;
Take my heart once more; renew it and make it humble.
For I have sinned and done great things against your will,
Lord, don't forsake me nor break me; but take me upon that hill;
The hill of Calvary so I may feel the pain and agony; be still;
In rememberance of the tragedy that brought men to kill;
So that I may learn once more of your love, unconditionally sent in your will.
Forgive me, Lord, purify my heart once more;
Never will I look back, but forward and seek what's instored. . .
